Progress in my spiritual awakening

Today, I want to tell you something about myself. I have changed somehow, I have reached a new level of awareness and progress in my spiritual awakening. 

When I came back from my mother's, because I was 3 weeks. I noticed something unusual. Before I left I had seen a dove outside her house, which was supposed to represent progress in spiritual awakening. In short, when I went back to my house because I live there I felt like a stranger in my own house. Yes, I know I was at home, but I didn't feel quite like that. It was all so different and, yeah, I know the people who are here, but somehow I didn't feel like that. 

Make no mistake, these feelings are not negative, they are not something bad and they are not feelings of dread and discomfort or sadness at arrival. Before I left my mother I was literally crying, but when I was on my way home, because we have been living together for months, I immediately started to feel much better. I was really happy to be going home (the song I'm coming home is playing, how ironic). It was really good feelings. It's like you imagine you are somewhere because you have never been before, but it's still a very familiar place and surroundings. Something fresh and new, you see the world with completely different eyes. You literally feel like everything is different and nothing has really changed. Everything is as it was, you just see it differently and you appreciate it even more as a result. It's hard to describe the feelings that I experience, but yes that's how I feel now that I'm back. And I am really happy to be home. I have never been so happy to be home before. 

This is really proof that I have changed during my time away from my mother and I have a new perspective on the world. I have made a big step in my spiritual journey, I have learnt something new and now I am a better version of myself. And closer to the end of my spiritual awakening. 

I thought that what happened when I came back home was not so important, but I realised that it was very important so I had to write it down and document it because it is important and I will really like to read about this experience in a few years. And that way I will be able to keep track of my progress and what all I realised and when everything changed and how much time has passed between one perception of the world to a new perception of the world and that kind of thing. I guess that way I will be able to literally have an overview of my spiritual path. 

So that's it for today I just had to share this with you because it's really important for my spiritual path and how it's evolving. I know you liked the post because many of you will probably never have these feelings but that's okay. But it is interesting to read how others are doing isn't it? 

Today (as I write this, the date is 11.8.2024) I have also passed the beam and for the first time I am really starting to look forward to the future because I feel I will be even more successful than I have been and I am really not afraid of what the future holds. Today may also be the day when my crush finally tells me how she feels about me. That makes this realisation all the more important for me. 

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