Am I hardworking or naughty? Blogmas#18

 Today, I'll tell you whether I ended up on the hard-working list or the naughty list this year. 

This year I am definitely on the hard-working list, because I have undergone some really huge changes, both in myself and elsewhere. Overall, I've even made a lot of progress this year and I admit I'm really trying for the blog, but just writing the blogmass is a challenge for me. It's really a lot of work and I can work on myself and that makes me a bit lazier because I don't like to force myself and do something that I don't feel like doing. 

But it's also true that I've lost weight this year, and those who see me every week or every day would never notice. I wouldn't have either, if one day someone hadn't said to me, "Yes, Eva, you've lost weight, huh? Yeah, obviously I have, but why? 

Because of the spiritual awakening, because one day I don't like food at all. But then I want to eat anyway and I go and watch videos of other people eating food to get an appetite of course, but it makes me nauseous and I feel even less like eating than before. Then I don't eat for a day and eat a day later. I'm not on a diet, I just don't like it. And losing weight, like losing weight is a fool's errand for me. 

I'm losing weight because I don't like to eat!!!

In short, I have a lot of work to do at home and with myself. I'm looking forward to the new year because I know my life will never be the same again as it was in March or February this year. I can say goodbye to this life and get ready for the new one. So, this year's list of the hard-working is the list I am on. 

What do you think, are you on the hard-working list or the naughty list? Let me know in the comments!

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